Since my wife and I visited Bas about a month ago I have been having some difficulty finding or maintaining some means of starting ideomotor movement.
It was an inexplicable odd experience when it first started at Bas's office and I have been struck by the strangeness and, for some reason, elusiveness of it.
So far the only way I have been easily able to start the movement is when my loving wife places her wonderfully warm hands on the back of my shoulders and neck. She actually seems to be quite a natural at it and does not force or coerce the movements in anyway.
However, this last week a very strange development has occurred. I have now started to have pretty big muscle spasms and fast movements of my head and neck when she starts. I actually had to ask her to stop me from moving too far because of the fear that it brings up in me and how much my body tightens to prevent the excessive movement.
It seems as though someone is walking through the wiring department and shorting out wires here and there for fun. Some spasms occur throughout my upper torso, some are just localized in the smaller muscles of the neck and back.
I wonder if anyone else has had any experience with the "Ideomotor Jerk".
We have both started to become concerned as it doesn't seem to be very helpful in reducing tension, but instead seems to create some. I think..
It was an inexplicable odd experience when it first started at Bas's office and I have been struck by the strangeness and, for some reason, elusiveness of it.
So far the only way I have been easily able to start the movement is when my loving wife places her wonderfully warm hands on the back of my shoulders and neck. She actually seems to be quite a natural at it and does not force or coerce the movements in anyway.
However, this last week a very strange development has occurred. I have now started to have pretty big muscle spasms and fast movements of my head and neck when she starts. I actually had to ask her to stop me from moving too far because of the fear that it brings up in me and how much my body tightens to prevent the excessive movement.
It seems as though someone is walking through the wiring department and shorting out wires here and there for fun. Some spasms occur throughout my upper torso, some are just localized in the smaller muscles of the neck and back.
I wonder if anyone else has had any experience with the "Ideomotor Jerk".
We have both started to become concerned as it doesn't seem to be very helpful in reducing tension, but instead seems to create some. I think..
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